Saturday, October 25, 2003
Hey all how is it going? I hope that it is going well.... This post is a little bit different, I am posting from an Internet Cafe in Las Vegas while talking to Jade. I am enjoying vegas waiting on Linda to get of the massage, she is going to leave here shortly to go back home, I don't know if that is a good thing or not.... Jade just said relationships suck and I agree there.... You know Linda and I are good friends, but it would NEVER work out... Long story I am outta here for now, phone time...
Thursday, October 23, 2003
Well... Today was a great day, I went to see my Dr. she was doing well. The marlins won, steak was good this evening, and shrimp was good as well. I guess overall it was a pretty good day.
You know I just read all of the posts that I have posted on this blog, from the time that I first me Julia until this mornings post. I know this that I still love her very much but, I do not need her in my life, I am very hurt with what both of us have done. I feel that we could work it out, but would take more work than what I care to do at this point. I have figured out that I am a very good catch just like I am, I do have some issues that I am going to keep worked out, but I am a good catch just like I am. I have a good job, a good outlook on life, an education and a future. I guess that I may be a litle high on myself, but that is how I should be. My heart may be a little broken still, but it is mostly put back together and ready for life to continue.
Tvio is playing the bacholer for me right now, and it is getting interesting, just let me tell you that!
Over and Out...
Go Pokes!
You know I just read all of the posts that I have posted on this blog, from the time that I first me Julia until this mornings post. I know this that I still love her very much but, I do not need her in my life, I am very hurt with what both of us have done. I feel that we could work it out, but would take more work than what I care to do at this point. I have figured out that I am a very good catch just like I am, I do have some issues that I am going to keep worked out, but I am a good catch just like I am. I have a good job, a good outlook on life, an education and a future. I guess that I may be a litle high on myself, but that is how I should be. My heart may be a little broken still, but it is mostly put back together and ready for life to continue.
Tvio is playing the bacholer for me right now, and it is getting interesting, just let me tell you that!
Over and Out...
Go Pokes!
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Today...
Well, I woke up in a good mood over at Kara and Whitneys place, this was the first morning that I woke up and was ready for the following.
1. I am over Julia, I do not care if we work out or not. Don't get this wrong with me loving her, but I truly don't care if I ever speak to her again.
2. I was ready to go to work... I wasn't feeling like I just wanted to bug out of town.
3. I was in a good mood. This is the first time since the 7:30am wake up call in vegas that I have actually been in a good mood when I woke up this morning.
4. I haven't been putting off everything and just burying myself into websites and playing all day.
5. Felt like I had a purpose in life.
6. Happy with myself, and what I have and do in life, I don't have to be better than what I feel like I am, because I am one hell of a good person.
7. Worked on quite a few things today.
8. Haven't bit anyones head off that didn't deserve it today.
9. Was very smart about most things today.
10. Didn't get mad when something happened today that was bad.
Well, I woke up in a good mood over at Kara and Whitneys place, this was the first morning that I woke up and was ready for the following.
1. I am over Julia, I do not care if we work out or not. Don't get this wrong with me loving her, but I truly don't care if I ever speak to her again.
2. I was ready to go to work... I wasn't feeling like I just wanted to bug out of town.
3. I was in a good mood. This is the first time since the 7:30am wake up call in vegas that I have actually been in a good mood when I woke up this morning.
4. I haven't been putting off everything and just burying myself into websites and playing all day.
5. Felt like I had a purpose in life.
6. Happy with myself, and what I have and do in life, I don't have to be better than what I feel like I am, because I am one hell of a good person.
7. Worked on quite a few things today.
8. Haven't bit anyones head off that didn't deserve it today.
9. Was very smart about most things today.
10. Didn't get mad when something happened today that was bad.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
This is a little sick, but it is interesting.Death Counter
I tell you what, I am watching Sex in the City and after the breakup that I had, it seems that being in a relationship is quite dangerous. I wouldn't take Julia back, but I miss her, and i don't want another relationship someone always gets hurt, it never ends up good in the end.
Monday, October 20, 2003
SurvivingInfidelity.com - Support for those affected by Infidelity
That is a pretty good site... Interesting, very interesting.
That is a pretty good site... Interesting, very interesting.
Man, what a weekend... I went to the Red Bull AMA supermoto this weekend, and had a blast. Those types of things are so much fun! I am finally getting over julia, it is an up and down thing, but I am spending more time finding out that she is not the right person for me to be with.
I just purchased my first christmas present this evening, it was for Kara, I got her something that she had been wanting for quite some time, I am going to give it to her early, and I hope that she likes it.
Over and out.
I just purchased my first christmas present this evening, it was for Kara, I got her something that she had been wanting for quite some time, I am going to give it to her early, and I hope that she likes it.
Over and out.
